Relief and regret. Confidence and fear. Beauty and rage. One must let go of the other to be a true embodiment of the emotion. But what if you can let go? Because letting go means letting go of the reality/fantasy I have created for the emotion. For me, every emotion has a story. I feel so deeply because I create a story to invoke the emotion into my reality. Its the only way I’ve related to others without actually being in the situation. But this can be hindering. Repressed feelings and thoughts nag at me relentlessly. Always second guessing myself. Never being able to trust in anything. And what if the story turns out to be not what you expect it? But if feel my way through life, through the experiences I actually have, then I would know how I truly felt.